fear

I am very close to releasing one of my systems onto the world.
It is just a baby. Only a shadow of my dream, but a very good start.

I know it is not perfect. I know how people can abuse it. I know how people can break it. But I also know its seeds of greatness. What I hope I can make of it.

I am excited, but even more so ... I am truly afraid. Afraid people will ignore it. Afraid people will break it. Afraid people will be judgmental. Afraid people will be dismissive. Afraid someone will try to "steal" some of the ideas. But maybe worst of all, afraid that people will love it and then I have to live up to that. Afraid of success. How strange is that.