I think I am settled

Wow it really was a long time since I last posted. I think over the last couple weeks something happened. Maybe it was my Japanese lessons, maybe something else. I'm coming up on my 3 month mark for being in Japan. This last weekend I found a hair salon and had my hair cut. I am really happy with it. I've also been able to find clothes and shoes which fit me. I'm also really getting familiar with Jiyugaoka. I think it's just a sense that even though I know I stand out (being gaijin) I don't feel like I stand out. Maybe it's a small thing, but I've also noticed that on the train people are much more willing to sit next to me than before. The seats next to me would always stay open until the very last. I'm certain it's something in my aura or my confidence. I just feel relaxed. I think maybe I rediscovered my hope.